AWARENESS

Because sometimes I like apples more than tangerines.
Sometimes I wear makeups. Sometimes I see my face at the mirror and pretend I’m on a magazine.
Because I’ll always be up for a pint of beer, icy water or hot chocolat. One at a time.
I have two umbrellas and for some reason, the blue one I take with me when it rains too badly. The pink one I take with me only when I think it is going to rain.
And when I think there will be no rain at all, I take no umbrellas with me. – and it always rains.
Because I sometimes believe there’s life after death. Other times I believe there’s only death after life. And I always feel a little scared before going to bed.
I usually try to figure out how many me’s are inside of me. And a few times I realize some me’s outside of me - when I can see myself on somebody else’s face.
Because I like the subway more than buses and my favourite english word is awareness. It’s some kind of impossible condition. So impossible that we don’t even have this word in Portuguese. But I like it anyway.
Because I also like passion fruit, spank and struggling – this last one only because it’s good to say. Struggling, struggling, struggling,...
I wish I could fly and who doesn’t?
I wish I had hungerless and some people might wish so too.
Because sometimes I feel weird and sometimes I feel bored. Bored of TV, bored of these colors, bored of men and women, bored of twenty four hours a day, bored of my words, my thoughts, the language I speak. So I try to change. And start writing in English.
Because then I stop being bored and start being boring. – and what’s the worst?
Anyway...
Anyway is another of my favourite english words.
But why does it matter? Well, it doesn’t, actually. Just doesn’t.